I have hardly written at all in the past two years. When I write, I have to be honest, and honestly, I don't want to have to face the things I'm feeling. I don't want to write about being sad; I've cried too many tears already. I don't want to write about be angry; I try to rise above that anger. I don't want to write about being happy; Happiness feels like a betrayal of someone long gone. But honestly? Honestly I'm feeling all of those things anyway, so what will writing about them hurt?
